Friday, January 16, 2015

I Need Sle-zzzzz....

People are always talking about this thing they do every day. It's supposed to be really good for you; allows your brain to rest, resets your body, and all that jazz. I guess it's something that you're supposed to do, but the word is so foreign to me. Tell me if you've heard of it: Sleep. 

Say it with me: Sleeeeeep. I say it and the word freaks me out. The "sl" sounds add a funny feeling to my mouth and the long "e" makes me feel like I'm giving the world an awkward smile. And, then there's the "p." So short, sweet and to the point, that "puh" sound. What an odd word.

So, what is sleep? 
Well, according to Google, sleep is "a condition of body and mind such as that which typically recurs for several hours every night, in which the nervous system is relatively inactive, the eyes closed, the postural muscles relaxed, and consciousness practically suspended." 

I'm going to be completely honest, I'm so tired that I didn't even read the entire definition. 

Here's my problem, I have completely forgotten about the word sleep. Why? Well, not because I haven't been tired. I'm tired. all. the. time. Every night this week I've tucked myself under my covers, said my prayers, and closed my eyes. But, as soon as I begin to fall into a deep slumber, my brain decides to turn on, my eyes open, and I'm suddenly wide awake. Why? Well, probably because I have wayyyy too much on my mind. What's on your mind that could possibly be so important that you don't sleep? Let me tell you. School, life, and let's be honest, food. My life is consumed by so many projects, assignments, readings, labs, problems, people, yada, yada, feel sorry for me, whiney stuff. 

Well, Emily, why are you writing right now instead of taking a nap? 
Funny story, although I'm sitting on my bed in my pajamas at 2:11 pm on a Friday after sleeping in hour and a half increments for the last week, I CAN'T SLE-zzzzz....

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